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Thursday, 05 February 2009

I have finally discovered the magic of Xbox Live<3

Recently I joined Xbox Live because a friend of mine told me to try it. And so, I played on Live. I played Gears of War 2 which is a personal favorite of mine. I fell in love with Xbox Live. I come home and i go straight to Live. I'm not the most awesome player ever, but I try. I love the team i play with and i just have so much fun. I just don't want it to become a sick addiction. If you play Xbox Live, send me your Gamertag & let's play =D

Thursday, 29 January 2009

Finals

Thank you to the two guys who commented my previous post =]

Finals this week!! well tomorrow is the last day. I think i passed 1 of my finals so far. I'm so poooooped -_- I need to buy shoes. k this is pointless.bye

Saturday, 24 January 2009

Mixed Signals and Possible Jealousy

I've known this guy for a couple of months now and in all honestly, he's known that i've had a boyfriend since we met. At first he sort of ignored it and flirted with me and was really friendly. Then there was a month where he didn't want much to do with me. He text an occasional "Hey what's up?" Recently we started talking and getting a bit closer. I think he had a crush on me when we first met but knew nothing would happen so he backed off. Now he's back to the flirting stage. He flirts with me, makes fun of me like a 3rd grader would, touches my ass, and occasionally makes comments on my body (from what i've heard, i'm kind of well proportioned.) Anyways, and sometimes he talk and he goes "bbutttt YOU have a boyfriend." or he would say something like "what would YOUR BOYFRIEND say?" I don't think he's much of a fan of my boyfriend considering how he basically makes the word boyfriend stand out in his sentences. He basically makes boyfriend boldface, underlined, and italicsized. He also kind gives off an angry vibe when he says the word. So it kind of makes me think as if he's kind of angry or jealous at the fact that I have boyfriend. And then with the flirting, ugh it's confusing. He could be very flirty for 2 days and then just come to a stop for 3 days and so on and so forth. I don't want a relationship with him or anything. I justt want to know why his actions come off as jealous. And also why he sends mixed signals.

Monday, 19 January 2009

My Sibling & I

I have an older brother (he's 18) and of course he means the world to me. Since the day I was born, me and him were always together. He couldn't sleep across the room for me so my mother put our cribs next to each other. We grew out of cribs and we were going to get seperate rooms but once again, we couldn't sleep alone. So we got a bunkbed and we shared a room. From that point on, we shared a room. Mind you, I'm barely ever home and neither is he. We're home after 10pm and i'm never in our room. Neither is he actually.

In the 3rd grade he was held back a year which put us in the same grade the following year when we moved to a different town. When we moved, we had seperate rooms for about a year and then it went back to us sharing a room. We were in the same grade (different last names. complicated story & yes we're both from the same parents.) with the same teachers & the same friends. No one but our friends and family knew we were siblings. So when our teachers saw our parents withh us on Parent Teacher night they were confused until we explained. I'm 17 and he's 18 and we share the biggest room in the house (he's actually behind me eating cereal while on the desktop computer) and we still share the same friends and we actually have classes together. We share an XBox 360, a 32 inch Sony HDTV, a Dell desktop computer (I have a laptop and he goes on it every once in a while). We share a lot of things.

And to my amazement, all of our friends were always okay with us sharing a room and never thought it was weird. As a matter of fact, I have never met anyone who thought that my brother & I sharing a room was weird until last month. Last month i was talking to a friend and i told him i shared a room with my older brother and he asked "How do you share a room with your brother? It's weird isn't it?" And i explained to him how it was and how it turned out to be this way and he still found it odd. This was the first person EVER who thought it was weird.

Now that my brother and I are seniors I started to think how me & him are going to live. We're going to college (hopefully) next fall. My friends and I want to move in together but we're so young so i'm not so sure if that is going to happen. He to wants to move out. We both know we're going to stay home for another couple of years. Now, when we do move out, how are going to deal with out eachother always being there (literally.) When he goes off to his track meets that are in Rhode Island or Virgina or NY i can't really sleep unless my lamp is on(i'm trying to change my ways haha.) Sometimes I stay up until he gets home. And for some reaason, we usually get up around the same time around 11am or 12pm. I dont know, I'm just going to keep living the present and not think about the future.

152 days left cupcakeeee =] haha. Trey<33

Saturday, 17 January 2009

All day today all i have been thinking about is Trey. I think about him everyday but not as much as today. I don't know why today of all days. The only thing that has been running through my mind is Trey. Trey Trey Trey Trey Trey Treyyyyy! I miss him tons. Miss him with all of my heart but I haven't felt super sad since the day he left. But today, I was upset. I'm just thinking about how he's doing in training. I need to get him off of my mind =\

Miss you tons & i'm totally looking forward to June<3